Our source code is who we are; who we are meant to be. It's not the construct of our mind.
Everyone feels that. It's the one thing that makes you actually and realistically different.
Obviously, your source code can be lost. This happens when you step too far offline.
Your source shapes you. It makes you make decisions you yourself sometimes don't fully understand.
Every now and then we go out of resonance with others: the greater population.
It then makes us question ourselves.
"I beg to differ" for example is a statement more often use to buttress the fact that one's source code strongly disagrees.
While our source code could be poisoned or contaminated from inception,
others are protected from such contaminant.
For instance: if one likes soft music and classic music, it doesn't mean the soft or classic music shaped the person to who he or she is.
I'm full proof of that but I'm not an isolated or control experiment to that effect.
I'm throwing in my hypothetic views of what could turn out to be facts.
If so, it proves beyond reasonable or doubtable fact that I'm unequivocally correct.
For example, I like this or that is not because you taught me to, I've always unconsciously wanted it; you just brought it to my consciousness.
Because no matter the derail, you will feel a strong divine pull to your source code. It's inevitable: unless you've successfully lost it.
A good man once told me, if your 'dream in reality' is not worth the same as your life, it was actually just a dream.
