Perception

How you saw things ten years ago isn't how you are seeing them now.
A better way to put it would be: how you felt about things ten years isn't how you are feeling things now.
And as you get older , that's how boring everything around you get depending on the actions you've taking over the years.
The feeling is all in your brain.
I am writing this feeling all different in perception. In fact, I feel like I went ten years back in time.
But this ask is happening in my mind. I am sane and awake. You should note that.
The feeling is that of ecstacy.I absolute am not sure what would trigger such immense feeling but thank God it happened.
Somehow I felt as if sleeping again will make me lose it. Though I know it will soon expire, since I can feel it leaving as I write. But it leaves me with knowledge of the fact that somewhere in my mind, there is happiness and I can locate it next time.
About that (locating a feeling): it's not an exact science per se, but it's worth trying.
It is almost trial and error, but with a pinch of salt.
To locate a feeling, I use a picture, a song, a landmark, a food, a person. These are, with relation to how I felt as at that time those items(pictures, song etc) and I were in sync.
If I can locate these memories, I can juxtapose them against the feeling I felt back then and use the aura that comes with it.